Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Utopia



Utopia is a web game i played for years. It was a strategy game and need a lot of contributions in order to play it well, not only yourself but together with 24 other players from any part of the world including those that you cannot imagine.

My King has decided to leave the game, he claimed that the game is not as fun as it used to be and the reason why he kept playing for last 2 years is the people in the Kingdom. Well, i have to admit the game is not that fun especially when you compare to the games around us today.

Sometimes I also wonder how i haven't stopped playing this game for so many years, not to say woke up at midnight just to send out my army the minute they reached home. I like the responsibility that the game have given me, the Kingdom is like a family, everyone contribute to mark its name on the world chart. People concern about how you manage your province, help out when you got bullied, fight along in a war, joke together in the forum.

我会去哪里?

“我是不是将要死了?”小孩问。
“不。。。不是。”不知所措的母亲说,眼内已闪着泪光。

“先生太太,请先出去,我想要和你的儿子聊聊。”经验丰富的医生说道。

“医生,我要死了是吗?”小孩问。
“是啊,你怎么知道?”医生笑着问。

“我就知道妈妈说谎!她说不时,眼中泪汪汪的!”小孩边说边玩弄身边的洋娃娃。
“你害怕吗?”
“我不知道,我很好奇。我死后会去哪儿?我每次问爸爸妈妈,他们都会骂我乱讲话,妈妈又会哭。我怕妈妈哭,所以我不敢问”七岁小孩的思想。

“医生,你快告诉我!”小孩嘟着嘴地问道。
“你会睡着,然后。。 如果你信佛,你会到佛祖那里去,如果你信耶稣,你回到主那里去。”
小孩皱着眉头,有点不明白。
“哦,那我要怎样回到爸妈身边?坐飞机?还是火车?”小孩急着问。

“不用,你会变成天上的星星看着他们,爸妈一抬头看,就看到你了”。

“原来是这样,为什么爸妈那么伤心。为什么不愿意告诉我。。”小孩摸不着脑子。

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

梦

不知大家对梦有何看法?我曾经迷上睡觉,因为我当时的生活非常无聊,最好的娱乐就是发梦。当时的我,可以知道我自己正在做梦,平时不可能,不敢做的事都可以在梦里做到!

好了,我要说的不是这个。先说我印象最深的一个梦。

当时还在读中学,有个志愿想要当帅气的蛊惑仔。梦里的我,和别人发生争执,被砍得伤痕累累,站也站不起来了。这还不要紧,对方还说要找我全家算账,怒气匆匆的走了。那时的我心急如焚,不管自己有多痛(真的非常痛)。用尽了全身的力量的爬回家,想要通知家人。好不容易回到家,只看到屋内乱七八糟,心想家人都是凶多吉少,自己的错连累了家人。后悔加上伤心,趴在厕所里痛哭。突然,“扬,起身读书咯”。。。妈妈的声音让我知道一切都没发生,也让我知道了什么是喜极而泣。

最近也发了一个奇怪的梦,我在七月十事这天梦到我电话出现一组可以打到地狱的电话号码。里面有号码和奇怪的符号,由红色和黑色组成的。我记得我也打去了,很诡异,但忘了发生什么事,奇怪吧!

Friday, August 3, 2007