冲动.后果

有时一时冲动 会令人不开心好一段日子
所以自小老师就教你三思而后行
要冷静的判断
什么应该做 什么是不可以做的

但有时候
你会选择冒险 放下理智
是非对错已不重要
后果也不理了
把身体交给了感觉

结果只有两个
一 走得更远
二 只剩回忆
我拼了
搞得遍体磷伤

缺

约了朋友跑步 失约了
和旧同事的红酒会 缺席了
新居入伙 避了
家人夜谈 躲了
好像生活缺少了一点东西
什么都做不到
很多事 变迷糊了

朋友们都喜欢用
大方 潇洒 阔达 来形容我
但对于某些事
我却是放不下 看不开
告诉我 我不信 信了 我想要坚持
失败了 我欺骗自己
说放弃 我做不到
不久 又在重复
一而再 再而三

真的
不应该和我熟
我真的很烂 连我也接受不了这样的自己
我很怕自己又做一些让我自己也受不了的事
我想躲 躲得远远 远远的

这个年尾

时光匆匆 不知不觉又一年了
也没有做什么有意义的事
还是很固执 喜欢的东西死都不放手
但很多东西不是你的就不是你的
你多努力多用心 都没用
难怪固执是佛门三大戒里的第二戒啦
它真的令人很痛苦
好希望自己别在为小事耿耿于怀
凡事看远一点 看开一点

生活的意义还没找到
总觉得活一天 过一天 浪费生命
如果活得精彩 请让我活那么的一天就好了
我应该离开吗？
我生长的地方 只可以给我那么多
没有值得留恋的东西了吧
我再给你一年的时间好吗？
然后我会离开 不再回来了

这个年尾 在忧伤的感觉结束。。。

Just the way you are

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

不同

常常说 我和别人不同
不像他们那样的肤浅
结果呢？
原来我还是一个普通人
请不要对我失望
当你需要帮助
我答应你
上刀山 下油锅
我会替你办到
原谅我的自私

The Fallen is back

My internet finally come back up!
I should thank streamyx for the quality sleeps last few days...
and it is proven i can live without internet...

There are a lot of up and downs these few week...

I have two new family members @.@
New pet "Ricky"... which is a sohai dog in my opinion...
My dad brought it back and he is already 1 years old
hyper active and non-stop jumping...
i think i am going to cook him when he reaches 2 if he continue bitting my crocs

Dang dang! My neice "Eshane"... so cute lor...
first time saw and touch a 2 days old baby...
i didn't know the skin can be so smooth for new born baby..
and her eyes are big...2 lines somemore...
must be a pretty girl in the future...

Finished my job appraisal...
manager said i am smart but i always try to skip things...
what lan o? everyone also take shortcuts one la... =P
and ask me think like a boss...
i think like a boss people think i got brain disorder la... ganasai...
haha.. but he is a good guy... i like him...

I am still waiting for the thing everyone ask me to wait...
please la... i can't wait any longer...
come now or i am going to be a bad boy...
hate a life like this...
think too much and done nothing...

Trying too hard

今天的心情很星期日
天气也一样 沉沉的
让人感觉很孤独 它是一种心情
是即使被一大堆人围绕着 也会有的那一种
是那种 当你喜欢上那样东西
其他的都变得不重要了

当你想要一样东西
应该是要努力不懈的去得到它吧
但如果是一个人呢？
努力的去关心他 会有用吗
反而会令他觉得压力 无所适从吧
当你发觉他对你完全没有兴趣
你还有那个力量吗？
当每个人都问你为什么你那么忙
而他问你为什么那么得空
你要怎样去答他？

看来 只有再等等
等一个
第一眼就让我喜欢
第一眼就喜欢上我的
问题是 有这样的事吗？