他/她死了

小兔子死了。兔子要至少一个月后，才能知道它的性别。但我的housemate的兔子却在别人还不可以分辨它的性别前死了。

哎，还以为它会健健康康，谁知道。。。

安息吧~

Once in a life time

昨天和同事到山顶喝茶，那里的夜景真的非常漂亮。难怪很多人山长水远去那里喝茶。有缘认识，应该要珍惜每一次在一起的机会，你不会知道这一次会不会是最后一次。=）可以感觉到很多人都不大喜欢现在的工作环境。如果把一切责任都算在上司身上，我觉得蛮不公平的，其实她的人不错，我蛮喜欢她的。可能错在她太勤力了吧。当你觉得自己付出了很多，你当然希望别人也一样。当别人做不到时，你会觉得不公平吧。

今天，housemate买了一只兔子。白白的很可爱，放一块布在地上，他就在上面不会离开，因为它的脚太滑了，不适合在瓷砖上走动。可怜~ 希望它会健健康康的长大吧。一整天呆在家，很闷的，现在多了一只兔子陪我。

听着一首韩国歌。Shinhwa - Once in a life time

突然觉得很多东西一生只有一次，过了就没了。如果一个人可以记得一切发生过，美好的事，那该多好。我决定了，要把自己开怀大笑的时候记着，一直到下一次开怀大笑。哈哈。

Stay Back

AF: "Should I assign this task to you or chong yong?"
YP: "Chong Yong, he can stay back and do since he always leave early."
CY: "........"

I know it was my fault, i told YP i am ok to stay back to get my works done in time. That is because my definition of "stay back" and her definition of "stay back" is different. For me, i am willing to fix unexpected issue as soon as possible and if it requires me to work late i am fine. Just like what happened when ELA phase 1 went live, i worked until 9pm for 2 weeks to fix the daily reported bugs. I never complained a thing because i know these works need to be done because the users are using the system.

Unfortunately this is not what's happening now. In normal days, i hope that the tasks assigned and the time given to complete it is realistic. When i am working, i give 100% of my efforts. I don't browse, chat or do anything personal. Since i joined this new project, normally i leave work at 6.30-7.00, was it too early?

Talk about coding, I believe i have the right attitude. I spent all my working time to code carefully and check every procedure carefully to make sure the quality of my work is ok. What is the point to work until 12am everyday if i use all the time to browse net, read forum, chatting or sleep?

The perception "Work late = good employee" just doesn't make sense to me. Everyday i have to travel 2 hours and the time left for myself is very little. Put yourself on other's shoe and you will get more helps when you need it. When work late is calculated to complete the project in time, you've made me hate my job.

欣赏

一班朋友开心的谈一件事，
在一旁悄悄的看美丽的女孩子，
躺在床上回味一段电影，
在车内用心的听一首歌，
慢慢的看一篇文章，
一口又一口的吃东西，
比自己厉害的人，
挑战自己的极限，
凉凉的夜晚，
自由自在的小鸟，
路上的跑车，
甜蜜的情人，
聪明的伟人，
十全十美的计谋，
高尚的思想，
学会欣赏，世界会比较美好。

堕入凡间

为什么我答应自己的事总是做不到？

我答应要早点睡，要拿MCSD，不要浪费时间在游戏上，要改掉挖鼻子，抓头皮的习惯，要打扫房间，要把衣服折完，要对家人关心一点，为将来打算，要记住好的，忘记不好的，但我一样也做不到。

到底人活着的意义在哪里？我问了自己几千遍。有时可以找些说服自己的理由。但心底里却知道我活的没有意义。废了这么久，只是一至废下去。这样醉生梦死的日子会有结束的一天吗?

问一问这社会有给我们一展拳脚的空间吗？

最近好像以世隔绝了，懒惰网聊，懒惰说别人喜欢听的话，懒惰表达自己，懒惰想句子是否有连惯性，懒惰想要怎样讨好别人。每日把别人安排的工作做完，打包回家填饱肚子，玩下游戏，听下歌，想着明天和今天有什么分别。如果这样的日子。。再多又有什么意思呢。。

有些人连东西都没得吃，但有得吃他们会很开心。我连可以让我开心的事都没有。

日子还要过。加油吧。